Realizations
Lately I haven’t felt like myself much. Getting more involved with Phi Sigma Pi has been the closest I have felt to being ‘me’ in a while. I am going to stick with it. It’s something that makes me happy and I truly have a passion for it.
I know that I can’t predict the future, and I know that I can’t guarantee everything will be okay, but lately I have been focusing so much on the future, I have forgotten how to live out my day to day life. I’ve become a robot.
These realization can be quite sad, but honestly, I am so glad it happened.
Today is going to be a good day, because I want it to be a good day, and I will work for it. Eating cereal and watching cartoons is an excellent way to kick off the day :) Soon I hope to be motivated enough to clean up a bit and then workout! I should make a to do list. Those can be very motivating for me.
I hope I can get out of the debbie downer slump and make myself happy and worry less about outside influences. For now, I am going to live my life for me and see where it goes :)
1 year ago