work, work, work…
I have spent the past 4 hours at home working (and watching Harry Potter, but mostly working). And somehow… I don’t feel accomplished. I checked off stuff on my to-do list and everything.
I think it’s because I had training today. Training makes me feel inadequate because while I am learning more, it is pointed out multiple things I do not know. It’s like one step forward and 3 steps back. I pride myself on my self-motivation when it comes to acquiring knowledge. Since I’m not in school I learn through workshops/trainings, my co-workers, and books. I’ve already explained the complications with workshop/trainings… co-workers are busy… and I currently reading 3 books. 2 for work and 1 for pleasure. The work ones are slow going…
I am starting to realize how important it is to take care of myself. Yoga on Monday was great! And I am going to go a meditation session on Thursday. Hopefully it’s good. I’ve never been to one, so I am excited and a bit nervous.
I think I am going to take a shower and climb in bed with my fun book. I’m done with work for the night :)
1 year ago